i need a new way to study :(

When i don't say a thing,

doesn't mean i don't know a thing.

it just means i knew everything,

but i was hoping you could tell me the truth.

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haihhh. D:

i hate form 3 life laa.

we have like 2 weeks of holidays.

but form 3's gotta study like damn shit hard.

after the two trials.

i really know myself better.

effort does pay.

on the first trial, i studied real hard and got B+.

so i figured on the 2nd one i would get an A since its gonna be easier.

so i stupidly didn't really study.

confidence inside. yeaaa i have.

but it turned out i got B- or even C.

totally broke my heart.

i know GOD is warning me.

telling me if i dont put 101% in this, im not gonna get my straight A.

but, i really can't study.

sejarah doesn't like me at all.

geo hates me even if i want to like it.

science just mixes everything together and confuses me everytime.

kh is okay. but it likes to dissapoint me when i have my hopes held high.

chinese just dont understand me and neither do i.

MATHS is my love. but i always lose careless marks.

not to brag about it,

but i was.. WAS the clever girl in ppl's eyes.

but now... not so anymore.

mummy said i am getting more and more wild and inobedient.

she even said she NEVER sees me studying seriously.

i was hurt deeply.

but in the other hand, no matter how much i wanna deny it,

it is true.

i.. have not been seriously studying.

yea you guys will be like

" well then? what cha waiting for? go study laaa "

easy to say. hard to do.

that's why im here.

crapping like shit.

but not studying a thing.

haih. i need some slap. * jk lol *

motivation? haih.

GOD PLS HELP ME.

regretted once in trials. dont wanna regret in pmr.

no i dont want to.

i want to smile on my bday. on the day i take my results.

alrites i shall study.

sejarah im gonna make you like me no matter what.

maybe not love. just like :D

oh oh who got a better way to study sejarah and geo.

PLS KINDLY TEACH ME.

i really need help :(

helping a person makes your day!

lol. and what i needed is just an advice thank you :D

thats all.

i will go try again and force sejarah to be interesting (:

xoxo, Jaslyn