Revive ;)

Hello teddies :D

It's been a while since I last updated ehs :O
been super lazy lately.

Plus, exams are arriving real soon :O

Damn, this time it'll be the mid-term thing.

and to stress us more, or probably kill us indirectly,

my school's PIBG decided to use this mid-term results for class streaming next year.

Wow, just great don't you think.

I just met new classmates for like.. 4 months?

New faces are almost getting familiar, then here goes more new faces.

Oh my goodness. adults. they think they know everything :/

Blahblah my classmates have been really hardworking lately.

Everyone's studying every second :(

Seriously if the world is going to end in 2012, just tell me earlier,

It'll make life much more easier don't you think..? :/

Touchwood! I sound like i want to die, well i DONT. :D

This coming saturday will be my school's LEO IR :D

It's not called IR anymore though, FN ( fellowship night )

Theme's wedding :O

But obviously I'm not going to wear white or smth, i just can't. -.-

So yeah, damn it costs me 60 bucks, better be good!

well that's all for today :)

shall pray for dearie Florence to get better. (:
she's sick now, and worse, she has her Grade7 piano exam tomorrow,

May GOD heal her asap ;)

p/s : I thought you cared. Is it my fault to think for once, you were really nice? D:

pp/s : My friends always say that I'm always too careful with everything, but why am I still doing the wrong decisions? :/ 

xoxo, Jaslyn

Unappreciated

Heyy :/

I wanted to blog about what i did the whole morning till now, which is 530 pm already :O

But, just when i opened facebook,

I saw something really unpleasant.

Dengggg :(

I felt DAMN unappreciated D:

It's like I don't exist among them at all :'(

It's darn hurtful to know you are not one of them who they will think about when they mention names. 

Am I that invisible? D': 

DAMN.

My happy mood just burst into broken pieces seconds ago. :'(

Shall blog next time.

Oh, just briefly, today I participated a movie drive event.

it's organized by leo club of smk seafield.

Basically, we are paying 15 bucks for the movie " RANGO ".

Partly of the money will go to the orphanage in PJ call House Of Joy.

Yeap that's about it.

Shall talk about it next time la. :S

Wth. I can't believe this actually happened D:

Being a daughter sucks, sometimes..

Hello smileys (:

As you can see from my title, 

this post may be more of an emo post :/

LOL! but just to bore you less :P

I want to share something really awesome ;D


First of all, shall post some of the pics in my phone.. in the NEXT POST ;D lol!
Damnn !! Didn't take much in PD during youth camp :/
Crappieeee :(

Like i said in my previous post, 

My song leader gave me the piano scores on wednesday,

and thursday was rehearsal.

I was so stressed and tensed that i spent hours on the piano.

* super proud of myself *

HAHA lol! 

Although it had just been less than 2 days,

i managed to get the hang of most of the songs,

maybe changing chords still needs practice,

but overall at least i'm not a total blur jakoon during rehearsal ;D

Went to the guitarist, ee laine's house to rehearse.

We worked out on some chords and changed here and there,

Oh my i was so pressured by that time :O

Was there 2 WHOLE hours though, yeap.

songleader Michelle fetched me to and fro, how nice of her :D

It's also her first time song leading though,

I bet both of us are super nervous :O xD

But credits to God who helped me to adapt the songs in time! :DD

May He continuously bless our whole band throughout the whole song worship <3

TADAA smiles :D

now frown! :(

why? cause i'm super emo and sad now.

Sometimes it really feels sucky to be a daughter in the family,

worse to be the eldest daughter >:/

I always got blamed here and there for undone chores,

HELLO? I'm not the only one using the house you know :/

The boys were just sitting there on the couch and watching TV.

while I have to sweep, clean, fold clothes.

CRAP? it's the 21st century la come on!

Daughters, so what?

Sons have to do something too, shouldn't they?

URGHHH. teared a lil just now.

The heavy rain in the afternoon practically caused the clothes to NOT dry,

which made me got scolded.

Mum thought I left the clothes in the rain.

ISHHHH. i kept it la! It's just not dry, what can you doooo? -.-

Sometimes I just really felt like running away from home.

Okay i won't la, where how when and who right?

Ahhhh many consequences.

But the scolding and nagging is driving me nuts!

Daughters Girls Women. 

what about Sons Boys and Men?!?!?!

Maybe mummy is stressed for work,

but helloo, blaming me for doing my part and not doing my brothers' 

is SOOO NOT HELPING.

okay i'm done fussing around.

If you are a girl, and a daughter, and your maid is about to leave soon,

You will definitely feel my pain :'(

But if you're not, ahhh just forget it D:

p/s : Tomorrow's my second pianist experience!

6 songs in a row! GOD BLESS ME. and our WHOLE team xDD

xoxo, Jaslyn

It's gone!

Just when i thought i was doing great,

just when i thought things weren't that bad as i thought,

Just when it was just a final step to everything.

BOOM it's gone.

No more. never will. G-O-N-E.

WHY O WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME? :(

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hello hunney bunnies.

today has been practically a quite shocking yet sad day for me :(

i just got one of the biggest shock of my life.

just so you know, i've been designing for my leo club valentine's tee,

and recently i've just managed to design all the requirements,

it was so closee i tell you,

just with the confirmation and permission from other commitee members,

my leo badge and tee would be published.

But that's what happens in real life. 

Suddenly KABOOMMM.

" all valentine's sales are banned in school " - said by our new pengetua.

NOW MY EFFORT, MY MIDNIGHT-OIL BURNING, MY DRAWINGS,

are all going into the garbage bin :'(

i heard this super shocking news just before recess,

and when it was recess my food tasted like shit D:

And my heart is so torn apart. D:

you guys might think it's no big deal laa.

But to me it is, i once wanted to give up on designing,

but everytime i think abt the fact i'm going to have my own-designed clothes and badges i felt so energetic and excited.

NOW? everything is GONE.

I really hoped high on it,

should have guessed it though.

I just wished it was real.

because it was SO close. :'(

xoxo, Jaslyn

hold on tight

always hold on tight of what you have now,

because you'll never know when will you lose it.

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Hello jello mellos :D

guess what? :(

my lappie's battery is spoiled now :(

which means i can't online that often from now on D:

the reason im blogging now is because im working right now :D

yeappp school ended on tues and here i am now,

working :O hardworking, no? :P

i'm halping out in my mum's shop tho :)

where i get my 1 hour break to have lunch and online :)

SIGH. my baby lappie is currently in a shut-down state D:

poor baby :(

screw the battery. it just got lose and now its not working already.

haih.

anyway, tomoro morning is the MIYF annual brunch :)

i paid so i needa attend :D

YAY dim sum lol! i love em :D

but i dont know whther they have the ones i like :O

alrites thats almost it.

quote of the day..

always appreciate what you have now.

xoxo, Jaslyn 

SALT

Somehow i  hoped and wished,

all these were just one of my dreams.

where all the things were still at the beginning,

when it was just all about you and me

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HI PEOPLE :D

IF ONLY THIS WAS A DREAM...

i wouldn't have done that.

it all wouldn't have been like this. like now.

it could have been better.. alot better.....

SIGHHHH :(

been having depressing moments lately.

and the reasons are always related to those damn results.

sighhh. cant blame others.

what to do? shytty-brain ppl get shytty results :(

yesterday i actually emo-ed for the WHOLE DAY for my results.

i got a C in my geo. my first C in my quite-confident-subject.

it was like one of those worst things in my life =(

seriously it totally kills my confidence, my mood, my feelings.

it's like you got thrown from the 20th floor.. hopeless :O

BUT!!

thanks to those who tried to cheer me up (:

i got 5 ppl cheering me up at once LOL!

thank you tho :D

sighh i guess i just have to think of the brighter side.

at least now i've got reasons to study harder since i suck in it :(

BLAH. BLAH. BLAHHHH.

put that aside okay :D

 HAPPY TIMES!

today was officially the day after exams :D

so siewyi, florence and I went out to take a break from all those sad results.

xy couldn't follow due to tutions :O

went to summit at 2pm +

went to catch a movie.

our first choice was INCEPTION.

siew yi wanted it badly.

too bad the time doesn't suit us :O

so in the end we ended up watching SALT.

was expecting low since the cover is so... empty LOL

but i must admit it was quite good :O

ACTION MOVIE laa. but the girl was like superwoman LOL

me likey :D

overall its like 9/10 laaaa :D

alot of bleeding.. punching.. shocking.. awkward.. (:

not actually my type of movie but.. it was NICE :D

briefly it's about a woman who was an CIA but then was figured out disguised by a RUSSIAN SPY. but she didn't really wanted to help RUSIA to destroy AMERICA. so she decided to be neutral somehow.. but then both countries got pissed and both wanted to kill her. SHE IS SO DARN COOL :OOOO

watch it (:

DIDNT TAKE PHOTOS BOOOO.

lol! oh well xD

thats all for today.

skipped youth.. came home late =(

thats all (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

the heart will go on

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

Indeed it is :(
and i'm now going through it :O

let's start from the top.
today started off well (:
apparently i have choral speaking practice, wudo, and librarian AGM all at the same time
had to skip wudo and CS for librarian annual meeting
then got called to CS
tomorrow is our choral speaking finals :D
it's gonna be held in SUBANG PARADE.
come will you :D
YAYYY. hope we will bring back joyful news!

hours later gonna head off to grandma's
to celebrate twin cousin sister's bday ;D
gonna pinch their chubby faces ;D

blah blah blah back to the sad part.
something upsetting happened today.
once again, jealousy came D:
i can't believe it almost took over me.. AGAIN.
i almost nearly got mad at my friends because of that :/
when it's NOT totally their fault
wanna cry but tried hard not to (:
whatever happens,
i will give you guys my best wishes :D

when i was in the car heading home,
emotions crept up.
told daddy what happened.
he comforted me saying " its okay "
that really meant alot to me :D
maybe i had my hopes too high,
or maybe i'm just not capable YET.
some day i will.. :P

SIGH!
let the bygones be bygones.
i can't blame them or her.
what i can say is..
God has a plan for me ..
a Better plan.

p/s : im starting to think he's quite cute too (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

It's about time D:

It's about time girl..
to let it go
to forget abt it
to dont dream on
to come back to the reality
to know the truth
to give up..

it's hard .. but it will just get worser if i keep hanging onto it
The feeling.. is undescribable..
How can you dont know that!
Every word you say, every thing you do.. means alot to me
How can you not know? :(

xoxo, Jaslyn

tears are just not enough

WTH!
i am having seriously bad bad BAD mood swings now :(

I was happy this morning, like super happy,
then when at night,
i became super emo ...

if this is call a mood swing i dont like it!
its a super hard time being emo -.-
Although thx for those who tried cheering me up (:
It did work, just not for long...

OMG why cant i smile
tears are rolling down... but it doesnt seem to cure..
HOW?
WHY?

p/s : lol, too bad i cant see my hawttie now, if not i can smile again LOLOLOL

xoxo, Jaslyn

how i wish you were here ~

* SOBSSSS *

omg i am so darn super freaking sad now :(

AND! heartbroken.. D:

Many things happened today,

the worst is,

the dissapointment i had :(

One of it,

I just had a surprise message that said my family and i will be going GENTING tomorow

With relatives too laa~

I dont dare to believe it,

but i made myself too HAHA~

And then just now at night,

my mum CANCELLED it omg :(

Just bcoz they were too tired playing mahjong till late night

how can they be so selfish :(

I am so down now :(

I hoped and wished,

you are right beside me now D:

but~ reality is always the opposite,

i have to face it alone :(

OMG so dissapointed!!!!!!

And sad~

And i still remembered i told sy how happy i was to be going to GENTING tomoro :(

now its all GONE!

no theme park,

no icy weather,

no chilly water,

no fun :(

What a sucky day :*(

EXCLUDING
the part where i saw this korean drama SWEET SPY in youtube
which has super hawt cute kissing scenes~
xD hot guys and hawt girls, they cheered me up :D

( i am a romanceholic, thats the lil things that can cheer me up :D )

xoxo, Jaslyn

Going down down down down down down down down ...

He can be hawt..

He can be nuts too :)

So, hold on your engine girl,

we've got your back :D

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Hello lovely~

Woke up fweaking early for church :)

LOL~ manage to listen to the whole sermonnn laa~

Good job ^^ heheh~

Lets start from yesterday ...

Yesterday skipped youth for SiewYi's partayy~ :)

her bro's party i suppose :D

Well i dont skip purposely la, i was late anyway :P

LOL!!! Anyway, went to sy house at 8 smth :)

Omg it was SO DARN awkwarddddd~ -.-

EEEEEEE dont wanna think abt it heheheh~

Anyway, it was quite fun laaa~ :)

Except for the parts where the guys there are somehow pervert hahaha

LOL~ but!!! we had a great time :)

XY cant join coz she cant manage the transport thing,

So we chit chatted and screamed, and gossiped, and played games, and..

CAMWHOREEE! :)

Pics are at SY's~ you guys just need to wait for some while lahh :)

She is very slow HAHAH~

Anyway, today was quite nice :)

nth sad :S lol

omg so despo for school now,

for someone's someone :DDD

OMG OMG hahahah~ I am so bad~

me likey :DD

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My heart is sinking wayy down there,

like an anchor without any help,

it just wont come up,

because you didn't notice me today :(

Or did you?

Oh well, for now ,

its down -.-

p/s : WTFFFF???? This yr's valentine has soooo NO romance? what shyt? -.-

OMG why is it the same day as CNY :(

SO bad... :( EEEEEEEEEEE :(

pp/s : Although sooooo, waiting forward for val,

tell me everything gurl ^^

xoxo, Jaslyn

B-A-N-N-E-D =(

Hi my beloved peeps...

Sad to tell you guys...

My mum banned me from using the comp -.-

And its for 2 weeeekkkkss!!

ARGH how can i survive?

I dont know :P

Haiz.. its my mistake to leave it on all night laaa...

So... 

i am gonna skip onlinng recently.. ( yea right -.- )

But if i do,

Do know i am doing it SECRETLY yeas :D

So.. stay tune laa..

DONT be dissapointed yet lahh~

Wait for my updates! xDD

Love you guys! xoxo

p/s : lautner is again.. HAWT HAWT!!

pp/s : Choral speaking! i wonder how is the results O_O

ppp/s : ILY! leoooo~ xD

xoxo, Jaslyn