Hate making choices

Dear blog,

I haven't been updating for centuries.

naahhh get used to it, no readers anyway (:

ANYWAY.

Super stressful month :'(
I am super busy in the weekdays. what more the weekends.

First, I have 2 closest friend with their birthdays super near,

caused me and xingyi to be super madly frustrated.

We have to plan the surprise, do the birthday card.
Sounds easy, but definitely not simple to do.

not to mention, EXAM'S COMING :(((

havent touch a single subject. One more week wei.

One thing's good. Florence's birthday just passed yesterday.
It was a blast for her, according to herself (:
Glad It was a success, Or I can't imagine all our efforts get flushed right down.

blah. one more person to go :)

Oh and back from youth.

There is this workshop programme on 6th August.

It's a must-go for me since I am one of the pianists .

But I have leo installation at the same time!

Well not the exact same time, but it will clash anyhow D:

BOO.
See why I hate making choices. 

I will upset a side anyway.

D: D: D: D:
Feel like breaking down to pieces.

SIGH.

HECTIC LIFE.

bye loves :)

rusted? :P

Have you ever had the feeling you've drawn to someone,

and it isn't anything they could of said or done.

boyfriend-big time rush

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HELLO teddies (:

first of all, 

don't you just love my new mixpod :D
hoho well at least I enjoy it every moment ;D
Basically it has 2 of my favourite current songs :D

Boyfriend by Big time rush

AND

That Should Be Me by Justin bieber ft rascal flatts 

Both of 'em are the bomb :D <3 LOVES

anyhoo, I felt rusted today :O

went for addmaths tution today, and guess what?

yeap I totally forgot the ways to do the questions :/

GAHH so frustrating :I

plus, at night, I had physics tuition, same thing happened.

I'm a rusty person with a rusted brain D:
BLAH WHO CARES IT'S HOLIDAYS :D

speaking about holidays, one more week to go :(

BOO. time flies! D:

OH! I came back from my 3D2N librarian camp 

It wasn't something I would say AWESOME.

But it was a painful, tiring kind of memorable trip :)

many things happened, and boy did we shed tears everywhere 

but it was definitely different from all the camps I had before,

but it's more like a torture camp lol :/

I'm just glad i have my house back :D
P/s : I have weird insect bites all over my legs :'( poor legs! stupid insects.

I don't really know their names, but i love love love the 2 hotties on the left,

the other two.. you can have 'em :DD HEHE

xingyi, yours truly, florence, siewyi

aka S4 :D

may our bond stays forever :)

xoxo, Jaslyn

streaming for form 4. oh booo

People always find out what's important when they lose it.

appreciate what you have now, catch hold of it!

you will not have it forever.

i regretted. boo

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Hey bunnies (:

today was first day of 2011's school.

it. is. horrible D:

first, you have super thick books with lots of assignments

THEN, streaming classes.

means i'm super lost in my current class right now.

okayyy i may have some old classmates with me but it's just not right.

ARGHHHH how can i survive. :(

back in form 1, im super shy that i dont even talk omg.

then in form 2, we had some conflicts among our classmates. it was a total nightmare. we even got this anti-blahblah thing going on. darn scary i tell you.

then in form 3, we were one united class. seriously! practically everyone is friends with each other. we even went out together for a trip.

BUT good times dont last.

now in form 4, the school picked 5-6 ppl from every classes and mix it together as a class.

omgg so now every class is SUPER QUIET. strangers laaa D:

meeting new friends are nice. but still. OHMYGOSH. :(

haih you can actually write a letter to beg the school to change you to other classes.

but my mum won't let me -.- ishh. it's okay laa.

new start :) positivee haha.

blahblah first day was boring. took textbooks.

i haven't buy my exercise books lol how awesome :P

went home. soaked wet as the rain is pouring like no one's business.

took a nice bath and accidentally slept while watching tv.

woke up. off to ace :O

changed classes from thurs to mon. new faces AGAIN omg.

but i saw angel aka annjoo there :D haha at leastt.

blahblah totally lifeless omg -.-

right now its 12.39am but im still up lol.

searching internet laa lol.

gotta think abt some ideas to design my leo club's valentines stuffs.

im assigned lol. but my job is to design the flyer.

LEO. rawr :3

so much for the first day of school? :/

thats all toodles.

xoxo, Jaslyn

A closer bond

HELLO loves :D

fyi, im back from my 2D1N trip in Genting :D

it didn't really turn out what i expected.

it turned out better, i would say :D

at first i thought it's gonna be another you-go-your-own-way-and-i-go-mine kind of stuff since you know.. we are not that close laa.

but it ended up okay :)

the boys were very active and open-minded.

of course there were some shy and awkward moments but it was alright (:

imma brief everything :O

basically on the first day, 7 nov,

reached there around noon, placed our luggages well then off to theme park!

it didn't really go that smooth cause it rained and all the games had to stop workin'

we practically waster 44 bucks walking around and eating :O

eat. talk. walk. blahblah.

sat some games that opened for a while.

gosh it was super duper cold -.-

played till evening, then we went back to the Hotel room :D

chit-chatted till 4am, then decided to go out and have a walk.

went to OLD TOWN, sat there and talked till 7am in the morning.

saw sunrise! then back to hotel bed to have a short few-hours-sleep.

woke up 10am.

which means we slept only 3 hours max :O

packed and checked out :)

went for window-shopping till its 1.30pm.

ate lunch together, den walk around again.

when it's 3pm +, it's time to wave goodbye.

thanks to xingyi's dad who is kind enough to fetch us down from the mountain :D

practically slept in the whole journey.

gosh we were exhausted. :O

shall sleep early today? bwahahaha :D

it was memorable of course.

especially the moments when we forced to talk till the next morning

when everyone can't barely open their eyes.

then the super long chatting session in old town. woahhh :D

and the WEATHER.

wind + rain = superbly cold weather killing :(

i tell you, a jacket is not enough. ==

i even added my scarf around me and i was still shivering.

i would say the pics are quite less.

but mostly on mayy's camera?

my hp just consists of ss pics with mua girls LOL.

i still think if the ppl who couldn't make it made it...

it would be perfect. :/

nvrm! it's never too late ;)

that's all for talking.
xoxo, Jaslyn

my own-made bakul rotan :D

Life isn't about waiting the storm to pass,

life is about dancing in the rain.

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HELLO PEOPLE :D

a short update.

YAYYYY i finished a small part of my rattan basket :D

its a part from my f3 PSV project :O

we're only given a week after exams to finished it up :(

which means the due date is this thurs >:O

thats why we were all bringing rotans to school.

BUT!

that teacher didn't want to teach us -.-

she asked us to figure it out ourself

OMG!

after school went to florence's house with mich.

well.. at least flo knows how to do the tapak ( base ).

oh well the others we figure it out together.

brainstorm like shyt HAHAH

GAHHHH me no likey rotan baskets -.-

oh well gotta go do my folio now :O

I LOST MY WHOLE ART CRAFT BOX :(

its a box where i keep my colour pens, pattern scissors etc etc.

HAIZ WHERE ARE YOU  :'(

xoxo, Jaslyn

SALT

Somehow i  hoped and wished,

all these were just one of my dreams.

where all the things were still at the beginning,

when it was just all about you and me

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HI PEOPLE :D

IF ONLY THIS WAS A DREAM...

i wouldn't have done that.

it all wouldn't have been like this. like now.

it could have been better.. alot better.....

SIGHHHH :(

been having depressing moments lately.

and the reasons are always related to those damn results.

sighhh. cant blame others.

what to do? shytty-brain ppl get shytty results :(

yesterday i actually emo-ed for the WHOLE DAY for my results.

i got a C in my geo. my first C in my quite-confident-subject.

it was like one of those worst things in my life =(

seriously it totally kills my confidence, my mood, my feelings.

it's like you got thrown from the 20th floor.. hopeless :O

BUT!!

thanks to those who tried to cheer me up (:

i got 5 ppl cheering me up at once LOL!

thank you tho :D

sighh i guess i just have to think of the brighter side.

at least now i've got reasons to study harder since i suck in it :(

BLAH. BLAH. BLAHHHH.

put that aside okay :D

 HAPPY TIMES!

today was officially the day after exams :D

so siewyi, florence and I went out to take a break from all those sad results.

xy couldn't follow due to tutions :O

went to summit at 2pm +

went to catch a movie.

our first choice was INCEPTION.

siew yi wanted it badly.

too bad the time doesn't suit us :O

so in the end we ended up watching SALT.

was expecting low since the cover is so... empty LOL

but i must admit it was quite good :O

ACTION MOVIE laa. but the girl was like superwoman LOL

me likey :D

overall its like 9/10 laaaa :D

alot of bleeding.. punching.. shocking.. awkward.. (:

not actually my type of movie but.. it was NICE :D

briefly it's about a woman who was an CIA but then was figured out disguised by a RUSSIAN SPY. but she didn't really wanted to help RUSIA to destroy AMERICA. so she decided to be neutral somehow.. but then both countries got pissed and both wanted to kill her. SHE IS SO DARN COOL :OOOO

watch it (:

DIDNT TAKE PHOTOS BOOOO.

lol! oh well xD

thats all for today.

skipped youth.. came home late =(

thats all (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

A girl's big day

Poooohhh~

i'm like freaking exhausted now.

basiclly today spent whole school time in choral speaking practices :O

yay we finished the whole script.

now we just to work on it better (:

ANYWAY.

today's spotlight..

MS. MICHELLE TONG SIEW YI

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY GIRL :D

aka

my 'bitch'

aka

tofu & sampat

maybe sometimes we don't really like each other,

we even "dulan" or smack each other sampat-ly.

but you know you love me woman (:

we have super lots of crazy times where we laugh like nobody's business.

yea.. so stay sampat (:

dont you try to LANCI -.- i smack your ass den you know :D

and!! smile more (:

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today..

the suprise-bday-plan for siew yi was success :D

although it screwed up a little LOL

we were too nervous laaa.. screamed like shyt lol!

but nvrm laa. at least she gave the O.O face XD

thanks for Melissa babe for buying the cake :D

cut one piece and smashed siew yi's face with it.

aahahha its a tradition :D

blah blah i cant believe she got fooled,

and got soaked again for the 2nd time after that.

ahahahah :P

birthdays make ppl unexpectedly stupid ( in a good way LAA )

then we walked to bliss 33 to eat our lunch.

blahblah then xing yi fetched me and huiying home

while the others walk o.o

overall, it was awesome :D

not bad i will say.

and the best thing is, it's actually kind of like a last-minute plan weih

WE'RE AWESOME PPL :DDDDDDDD

hmmm i wonder my bday.. how would it be?? HAHAHAHHA

oh well 5 more months to go.

PMR FIRST LAA :P

kay i go study now. toodles :D

planning things are making me tired :(

gotta leave everything aside and focus now.

MAY GOD HELP ME. (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

I believe in you, and i would go to the ends of the earth

 never under-estimate jealousy.

it kills.

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ohhh im so obsessed with church songs :D

its those songs you will never get tired of (:

why? cause GOD's spirit never dies x)

HELLO.

today was indeed a full-scheduled day :O

briefly describe it okay :D

- school. skipped class to do somthing super important. quite fun. nice experience

 - goes back. watch TV.

 - mum say go SP shopping. search for leo installation uniform.

- FOUND. super happy.

- mum gotta go somewhere. dropped me at summit.

- alone in summit. studied SEJARAH in popular. ate ice-cream

- dad picked me up on the way back fr work. HOME.

fuhhhh what a meaningful day =D

im super proud of myself today.

because of smth smth smth (:

can't say it here.

GOD IS AWESOME.

i prayed that he will help me find my installation uniform.

i found it like.. super fast? xD

den i prayed for the silver tie required.

haven't found it. but GOD will help me laa :D

okay that's all.

i think im starting to know some friends :D

AWESOME.

he is really friendly weihh (:

thanks for the offer tho.

p/s : i will pray for monday to be SUCESS. may GOD bless all of us.

xoxo, Jaslyn

so less time

When you think back,

 a smile and a sincere apology.

is it that much to ask ?

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HELLO (:

im quite proud of myself today :D ahaha

i managed to stop myself from onlining at the DAYTIME

instead, i went to take a delightful nap :D heeeeee

but night time when it gets boring,

i still onlined :P

WELL, it was good enough for me (:

will try harder.

PMR TRIALS!! OMGOSH!

this wednesday,

i and lots of peeps are going to join the

CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITON.

it's my first tho,

so i hope it would be memorable :D

practiced the whole day today :(

darn tiring. but still. we had to give our best :)

when i was doing homework today,

about english idioms,

was banning myself from comp,

so i used my kor's IPOD to search.

it was quite helpful :D

i was facing problems using it tho. how noobie :D

blah blah blah

OH OH!!

i want to see TWILIGHT SAGA - ECLIPSE read badly >:(

lautner is inside wheeee (:

as  jacob black.

urgh i dont get it. :( why must he go after bella.

come on if bella doesn't want him, many does laaa

bella likes edward like duuuh.

lautner doesn't have to beg her D:

but oh well. storylines... -.-

gosh his body omg. ahah burning steaming sizzling hawt :D

siewyi watched DESPICABLE ME already.

lol this one looked real cute :D

she said it was really nice.

haiz D:

so many movies to watch...

SO LESS TIME...

SO MANY STRESS !!!

when will you come,

and we will escape to our own fantasy land :D

AS IF :P

xoxo, Jaslyn

you gotta be a dumbass

" you gotta be a dumbass. so that the impact is big "

see the sentence up there?

yea i heard it in the morning (:

when i was pracitising choral speaking.

our senior, joanne, told a girl who was going to do an act solo, to be a dumbass

lol!!! actually its true tho.

you have to be dumb enough to be entertaining.

BUT! its real hard D:

WHY?

i tell you why -.-

anyway, just got back from ace!

we did the mirror thing today -.-

you got your partner as a mirror. he/she needs to imitate you.

after that is the other way around.

seriously

( choral lines )

I shut my eyes, and prayed and prayed..

that what was happening would have just stayed

SERIOUSLY.

teacher paired me up with eik ren like weeks ago.

i was like omg wth D:

fyi, he is like some lame fella who likes to act. and he acts like super lame but funny

im afraid i cant catch up. i might end up laughing -.-

so today is the day.

i really prayed real hard that i could have a better partner lol

florence and mich went out before me. they did great (:

flo did her paris hilton thingy. i think that she could do better tho.

she is a natural bitch (inside joke)

mich did awesome. she stamped and threw her POOH BEAR everywhere.

i was super nervous.

i felt like i would burst any second.

soon my name was called. teacher chose my partner, eik ren.

OMG I KNOW!

argh he embarassed me.. ON PURPOSE!!!!! i swear lol

well he was just having fun laaa.

but im not. i admit. i suck in audience stuff.

excuse me i have serious stage-frights. >:(

i tell you if there is just me and him it sould be soooo much better

blahblahblahblah

the fact is,

I EMBARESSED MYSELF THOROUGHLY IN ACE TODAY (:

yay how great -.-

recorded tho. no im not sharing.

OH OH and eik ren's mirror acting was like SUPER LONG

wtf. i want to scream at him lol!

but oh well. its over

AHAHHA I GOT AN A!

what did i act?

i acted a girl more like a shopaholic who wants to get a dress for a party BUT ended up buying lots of stuffs too (:

MISTAKE :

1 - i turned my back on the audience. I REGRETTED. so much :(

2 - its too short, nervousness. HAIZ

LESSON LEARNT :

1 - eik ren can be slap-able sometimes lol

2 - ace is somewhere where requires LOADS of guts

3 - i am a coward when it comes to stages

4 - im gonna overcome it... SOMEHOW lol!

5 - FORGET THIS D: nightmareeeee

haiz i want to jump off the roof. lol

toodles

p/s : super SUPER good job to huiying ( player ), yijun ( stage-fright contestant ), huishing ( fly-hitter), michelletsy ( got dumped by bf ronaldo ), florence ( paris hilton scolding PA ) and others!!! I ADMIRE YOU GUYS! you guys sure got guts :D

xoxo, Jaslyn

between love and friendship... which one should i choose?

Many would say friendship,

many would say love...

Why cant a person just have both,

but i guess, that's only for fairytale stories (:

which WONT happen

LOL!! anyway....

Due to our randomness and bored-ness,

me and mich created names for each other,

i call her tofu, while she call me bean LOL!!!

there's a reason,

she is white, like REALLY WHITE

and she is soft, and lembik..

like really lembik,

and she is easily crushed,

especially by hawt guys... LOLOLOLOL!!!

i personally hate tofu LOL!!

but for her tofu is cute laaa LOL!!!

blabla went to youth,

carpool-ed.. save the environment!! LOL!

and and we actually did the earth hour thing,

see lahhhh, we are the eco-ppl yo!!!

blabla... i am losing myself... D:

* In love, it's always better to know and be dissapointed, then don't know and always wonder *

is it so?

xoxo, Jaslyn

Time just goes super slow when you misses someone super badly

Went out FINALLY lolololol!!!!!
was so rottened! thx for the bore!
Spent a whole day in summit wth LOL!!!
well, transportation probs led us to summit, no pyramid -.-

WELL! desperate moments call for desperate shoppings~
ahahahas first of all watched
ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND ^^
it's quite nice (: at least its not boring as i thought it will be LOL

LOLOLOLOL this twin is soooo cute LOLOLOL!! and hillarious LOLOLOL

how cute ehs? twiddledee and twiddledumm hehehehehe

Anyway, watched this movie with ex-classmates (:

For some reasons they had to leave early ... D:

so after movie its a bye-bye~

BUT! my typical wednesday doesn't end like this,

after that i tagged along with sy flo and xy (:

Bla bla after that we ate our dinner,

talked abt many guys,

coward guys , hawt guys, lame guys, stupid guys, useless guys, omg guys, wtf guys

ahahhas it was priceless (:

Then when they 3 got home,

i stayed back to accompany my relatives !!

LOL, basiclly today was the typical-summit-day

ahahhas maybe there will be another typical-sunway-pyramid-day!

hope so ;DDD

tommorow had to wake up like sooo early for choral speaking -.-

pls pls pls finish the script LOLOL!!!!

AND AND!!! there goes a funny convo!

lil sis : * calls my doggiiee " BISCUIT!! come come!!

aunty : harh???

lil sis : BISCUIT come come come!!! got food!!

aunty : your doggie's name is BISCUIT?

lil sis and me nodded

aunty : HARH?!?! then when you wanna feed him how?? BISCUIT come eat biscuit! waaah after your doggieee confused already!!

LOLOLOLOL!!! so funneehhh LOL

p/s : i hate you ! so pervert!!!!!!! omg go to toot lah -.-

pp/s : one week is like soooo slow yet so fast lol!!

ppp/s : pics soon or later!!! cable got crazy (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

So shy for wat LOLOLOL!!!

Hey lo!!
short update for my readers (:


After ace tution,

went to have dinner at the KIWI restaurant with flo and sy
Xy cant join us coz she got tution :S

Took a long time to order HAHAHS
the waiter looked frustrated -.- ai yo yo lol
we 3 order the same thing O.O - chicken chop SET
camwhore, eat, talk :D
And, its gonna be our monthly routine haha ;D
Good times... GOOD TIMES!

here goes some pics,
others will be in fb :D check it out ^^

My ice lemon tea.. oh my my it sure is sour

SY : where got?? haiyo you so weird laa -.-

Group pic 1.. aren't we just the sweetest creatures LOL

Sampat-ness arises :S whaat to do LOL

I love this photo sooo much :D

Hawt hawt nya!!

Two ladies :D

Ahahahas didnt get to take photos of the food LOL

its yummy (: and we got to choose a dessert to bring back home awwwww :D

Guys, i am starting to hate them LOL

except for some real special onesssss :D

xoxo, Jaslyn