End-Year Glooms

Hello teddy bears :)

I've ditched my blog for so long.
Sigh. There's hardly any time for me to squeeze my blogging time. :/

Genting trip 2011
That's me and my bro in the car :)

Got my end-year exam schedule just recently.
I have approximately 12 freaking days for all the papers.
Ohmygoodness.
And I thought last few years was half dead, I'm dead now already!
All the subjects. damn.
I felt so dumb seeing everyone so ahead of me in so many subjects.
Personally I just don't like Biology and Sejarah.
They are killing all my brain cells and thinking cells, thus making me even stupid.
All the knowledge aint going in, it's just.. blank. o.o

Alright put away the studies,
I have a major problem focusing on something I do.
Obviously I'm talking about revising.
I don't think anyone has a problem focusing on a Tv Show. :D
I am probably the most easily-distracted person on earth.
Just some minor stuffs can get me stuck on that,
but never on my books. D:
RAWR. Frustrated much.

People call this no discipline. Boo.

Tomorrow's a saturday.
No slacking for me :/
I'm supposed to sleep real early today, so that tomorrow I'll wake up real early to study.
But by the look of the time, that plan already failed.
I will still sleep before 12am? :D
Hopefully tomorrow God helps me to screw my brain in the books.
I feel like I'm suffocating already :'(

P/s : I seem to get upset easily. PMS? Naah I don't think so :/
Pp/s : Have you ever had the situation where you didn't mean to show sulky faces to your friends, but nor do you have the guts to tell 'em?
I know I am, right now.

Oh oh. read a girls's blog today.
She actually summarise how she met up with her boyfriend.
Aww. Real Love stories. Love 'em :D

xoxo, Jaslyn

Hate making choices

Dear blog,

I haven't been updating for centuries.

naahhh get used to it, no readers anyway (:

ANYWAY.

Super stressful month :'(
I am super busy in the weekdays. what more the weekends.

First, I have 2 closest friend with their birthdays super near,

caused me and xingyi to be super madly frustrated.

We have to plan the surprise, do the birthday card.
Sounds easy, but definitely not simple to do.

not to mention, EXAM'S COMING :(((

havent touch a single subject. One more week wei.

One thing's good. Florence's birthday just passed yesterday.
It was a blast for her, according to herself (:
Glad It was a success, Or I can't imagine all our efforts get flushed right down.

blah. one more person to go :)

Oh and back from youth.

There is this workshop programme on 6th August.

It's a must-go for me since I am one of the pianists .

But I have leo installation at the same time!

Well not the exact same time, but it will clash anyhow D:

BOO.
See why I hate making choices. 

I will upset a side anyway.

D: D: D: D:
Feel like breaking down to pieces.

SIGH.

HECTIC LIFE.

bye loves :)

can hardly take a break :(

Hello bloggers (:

I'm super drained :(

If i'm a wet tissue that you guys always receive after a wedding dinner, 

I'm so dry that you can't even feel a tiny bit of moisture in me :(

SERIOUSLY.

This holiday week is what I've been waiting for,

But now it's not treating me good!! :'(

Spent my weekends, monday and tuesday in MIYF youth camp at PD.

It was interesting though (:

Although there were some left-out and boring moments,

which is common :/

But overall i had a great time laa ;D

At least i got to talk to people i don't usually talk to.

The beach there was really dirty though! :S

But some of them said it was cleaner than before..

omg imagine what was it like ! :O

Yesterday reached home at 430. took bath and headed off to accounts tution.

ohmaigoodness. imagine the organs in my body they are so swollen already D:

After tution i was drop dead tired.

Today went to Bm replacement tution again! :/

Worse?

My song leader just gave me the song scores today,

And tomorrow is rehearsal.

SEE? kill me, just stab me or smth :(

Luckily she said it's okay if i just play chords,

If she insisted me to figure out the notes one by one, i would commit suicide :(

( no i won't, i'm not that stupid.. lol!

but i might just faint due to over-stressed lololol! )

SIGH. but i really can feel the burden on me D:

Tomorrow there is choral speaking practice from 8 - 12,

And the hanging-out-with-my-girls plan from 12-2,

then youth rehearsal from 5-7.

SIGHHHHH D:

God please guide me throughout the whole week,

not forgetting catching up with school works.

God has His way, i will just follow :'/

* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*


I really love our camp theme song though :D
To let all the world know that Jesus saves (:
Without Him, There's no us <3

D:

xoxo, Jaslyn

change?

HEY YOU!

i need your opinions wei :(

I have a super lousy malay physics teacher in class who can't really teach physics lol.

I went for tution but that tution teacher isn't really any better :/

IS PHYSICS THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?

i'm now in chapter 2 i think..

with the vernier calipers and all..

OMG i don't get it.

and february test is soooo near.

I DONT WANT TO FAIL LA D:

find a better tution?

ditch my current one?

study my own?

HELP! D:

It's harder than i thought

Expect the unexpected,

believe the unbelievables,

and

do the impossibles

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HI (:

it's been a while since i update my blog :O

been banning myself few days ago due to PMR trials.

REALLY TOUGH TIME :O

started like.. last wednesday or thurs.

trials started yesterday, friday.

today was the 2nd day :D

went to youth just now,

was movie night.

we saw this movie called FIREPROOF.

it's abt a fireman who has marriage probs with his wife,

but by the grace of GOD he tried to save this marriage before the worst comes.

and he saved it, with the help of GOD of course.

It's a real nice movie!! i will give it a rate 10/10.

it has sad, romantic, funny, touching scenes.

all girls cried. i think :P

this movie basiclly tells us that love has no limits.

God loves us althought we have been rejecting it over and over.

this is why he is our savior (:

God really do answer my prayers (:

i'm so touched by it.

just now before the KH papers,

i studied and stuffed everything i could into my mind,

focus-ed on masakan, jahitan and reka bentuk.

didn't really study elektronik :/

was super scared.

but then i PRAYED. asked GOD for his guidance and blessings.

i asked him for wisdom, confidence and calmness.

THEN! when i got the papers,

it was totally shocking :D

most of the questions like 3/4 were on the topics i read,

many of them were my last-minute readings :O

i was indeed GRATEFUL :D

thank you lord.

tomoro is a day off.

but i sure need to hit the books real hard :(

haiz... 3 more days to go. den rest.

den here comes JPS trials.

BOOOOO. stress :/

but no matter what, HE will guide me.

OH!

did i mention i really DONT LIKE.. i repeat, DONT LIKE this f4 guy.

he's super annoying and he acts as if he is the boss.

please, when ppl smile to you doesn't mean they are okay with EVERYTHING YOU DO.

i just don't wanna make things hard for all sides,

so YOU better stop before the fire becomes worse.

ARGH!

LANC ppl.. why do they not understand -.-

lol! im not saying im right, im just saying he's being TOTALLY unreasonable.

blahblah gotta cherish this one hour of onlining! HAHA

xoxo, Jaslyn

so less time

When you think back,

 a smile and a sincere apology.

is it that much to ask ?

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HELLO (:

im quite proud of myself today :D ahaha

i managed to stop myself from onlining at the DAYTIME

instead, i went to take a delightful nap :D heeeeee

but night time when it gets boring,

i still onlined :P

WELL, it was good enough for me (:

will try harder.

PMR TRIALS!! OMGOSH!

this wednesday,

i and lots of peeps are going to join the

CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITON.

it's my first tho,

so i hope it would be memorable :D

practiced the whole day today :(

darn tiring. but still. we had to give our best :)

when i was doing homework today,

about english idioms,

was banning myself from comp,

so i used my kor's IPOD to search.

it was quite helpful :D

i was facing problems using it tho. how noobie :D

blah blah blah

OH OH!!

i want to see TWILIGHT SAGA - ECLIPSE read badly >:(

lautner is inside wheeee (:

as  jacob black.

urgh i dont get it. :( why must he go after bella.

come on if bella doesn't want him, many does laaa

bella likes edward like duuuh.

lautner doesn't have to beg her D:

but oh well. storylines... -.-

gosh his body omg. ahah burning steaming sizzling hawt :D

siewyi watched DESPICABLE ME already.

lol this one looked real cute :D

she said it was really nice.

haiz D:

so many movies to watch...

SO LESS TIME...

SO MANY STRESS !!!

when will you come,

and we will escape to our own fantasy land :D

AS IF :P

xoxo, Jaslyn

I am done with the tears and no regrets

Dont let someone become your everything,

because when they're gone you have nothing

true isn't it :D

LOL

today is the 3rd day out of 6 days of EXAMMMM :DDDDD

LOLOL darn happiee LOLOLOL

and i didnt whine weihhh :P

although i went for camp, but the exams yesterday and today was okay for me

yes i didnt study much.. or at all :DDD LOL

blablabla

mum brought me and big bro for lunch today (:

ate pan mee .. damn spicy o.o

gave it to mum and continue enjoying my ice blended white coffee..

seriously..

coffees are GOOOODD (:

i loveeee mocha, cuppocino and also white coffee

they are awesome but i hope i dont get too addicted =D

blablabla now the sky is raining cats and dogs O.O

LOL maybe i should really get going in my studies :D

i hate the now you, where is the before you? you were much MUCH nicer :(

 

p/s : SCREW science paper 2!! darn hard.. well coz i didnt study and i did careless mistakes.. stupid reproduction thingy -.- 6 marks GONEEEEE

xoxo, Jaslyn

i need a hug hug now xD

GAHHHH IM SO STRESSED D:

today is monday... skipped school for studying
yea yea i know im onlining now LOL
its 3.56pm so i might be off at 4pm AGAIN to study D:

im so stressed up.. i cant focus..
and i don't know why..
i guess this is what you call temptation -.-
I WANT TO GIVE UPPPP but i know i can't
gosh this is so hard ><

monday - study
tues - study
wed - study
thurs - EXAM STARTS
fri sat sun - CAMP
mon tues wed thurs fri - EXAMMMMM

OMG pls help me go through this lord
have faith!

i wonder if you wonder why i wasnt there

xoxo, Jaslyn