A closer bond

HELLO loves :D

fyi, im back from my 2D1N trip in Genting :D

it didn't really turn out what i expected.

it turned out better, i would say :D

at first i thought it's gonna be another you-go-your-own-way-and-i-go-mine kind of stuff since you know.. we are not that close laa.

but it ended up okay :)

the boys were very active and open-minded.

of course there were some shy and awkward moments but it was alright (:

imma brief everything :O

basically on the first day, 7 nov,

reached there around noon, placed our luggages well then off to theme park!

it didn't really go that smooth cause it rained and all the games had to stop workin'

we practically waster 44 bucks walking around and eating :O

eat. talk. walk. blahblah.

sat some games that opened for a while.

gosh it was super duper cold -.-

played till evening, then we went back to the Hotel room :D

chit-chatted till 4am, then decided to go out and have a walk.

went to OLD TOWN, sat there and talked till 7am in the morning.

saw sunrise! then back to hotel bed to have a short few-hours-sleep.

woke up 10am.

which means we slept only 3 hours max :O

packed and checked out :)

went for window-shopping till its 1.30pm.

ate lunch together, den walk around again.

when it's 3pm +, it's time to wave goodbye.

thanks to xingyi's dad who is kind enough to fetch us down from the mountain :D

practically slept in the whole journey.

gosh we were exhausted. :O

shall sleep early today? bwahahaha :D

it was memorable of course.

especially the moments when we forced to talk till the next morning

when everyone can't barely open their eyes.

then the super long chatting session in old town. woahhh :D

and the WEATHER.

wind + rain = superbly cold weather killing :(

i tell you, a jacket is not enough. ==

i even added my scarf around me and i was still shivering.

i would say the pics are quite less.

but mostly on mayy's camera?

my hp just consists of ss pics with mua girls LOL.

i still think if the ppl who couldn't make it made it...

it would be perfect. :/

nvrm! it's never too late ;)

that's all for talking.
xoxo, Jaslyn

you can't have everything.

LIFE'S NOT FAIR.

when you gain that, you'll lose this.

when you gain this, then you'll lose that too.

it's never fair.

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hey guyss :D

have you ever feel like you want everything to be flawless,perfect?

i bet everyone does ..

unfortunately, life just doesn't give you sugar all the time.

sometimes they give you lime, salt or maybe bittergourd.

you gotta live with it ehs?

sometimes seeing the ppl around me smiling away.

i wonder myself " why can they smile every single moment? why not me? "

it's absolutely bugging me.

can't deny the fact that jealousy truly kills.

watching my friends having the moments of their life while my days are rottening

every second really pisses me off.

the feeling's like they got all the luck while i got none.

success is always not for me no matter how much i crave for it :(

being all sad and emo all the time isn't a way to live lol.

as you can see, next year f4 we'll have streaming classes.

that just means that we won't be seeing each other that often anymore.

who knows? we might be strangers again :O

like those ppl said,

when life gives you lemon, make lemonade.

im trying to knock that into my head too (: but it requires some time lol.

for everything you gain, you will lose something.

so i guess instead of feeling all jealous, envy and mad,

i should just open my freaking mind,

and let all the things out <:O

i will have times when i just get sick of how life treats me,

but haih. everyone has their bad days.

this is a random post tho :D

naah no hard feelings ;D

oh. today my class went on a one-day trip to MELAKA.

i didn't go coz the bus was full already :(

but im sure they had fun ;)

next sun we would be heading to Genting for 2d1n.

i've been praying every night that it would be perfect and memorable.

2 more months, and its all different.

how different? nobody knowss... x)

xoxo, Jaslyn

fakers. fake all the time

HEY.

currently in a bad mood now.

saw something which i shouldn't see.

realized another dark side of the world again :(

Sometimes when you believe a person so much,

trusted that fella soooo much,

believed that he/she is your friend,

the one that walks in when everyone walks out,

he/she just flicks his/her hair and walks off.

you trusted that fella to be right here with you,

to believe in what you do,

to support what you choose.

but naaahh.

YOU are a faker to the backbone.

faker is those who fake their everything.

you're so fake till i don't know if any part of you is real.

you are like totally standing by my side the whole time,

when i turn around,

you just go to their side and change your whole person.

you know what?

to me right now,

you are just trying to make everyone thinks you are the good fella.

when you are actually the mastermind of all these.

you thought everyone is stupid, dont you?

yeaaa i can't do anything to prove im right you're wrong.

i lose to you in words, but i wont lose in heart.

you are a fake friend.

this time,

if you think you are not, you are.

ask your freaking heart,

does faking to me, faking to them, 

makes the real you better?

no matter how much i wanted to reveal the truth,

i can't and don't know how.

haih.

cant believe you actually cowardly 

in chinese "pai ma pi" or whatsoever.

you are like some slave who would clean other ppl's shoes and lose your dignity just to make sure you're safe.

what on earth are you thinking.

xoxo, Jaslyn

Blocked Nose

GAHHH!
my current condition :

- EXTREMELY blocked nose
- lots of mucus flowing out
- headache
- barely able to breathe properly

yupp add those all up and you will end up having a disgusting image :(

oh gosh this sucks. i cant breathe properly!!!

sometimes my nose just got cleared :D

next second its blocked again -.- this is stupid -.-

BLAH BLAH.

went to ace today :O

we done the CATS poem.

woohoo congrats to all 3 teams. we got A+ ;D

we made history :) sure we did!

you know what they always say..

originals are always the best :D

today skipped school.

did some maths homework. it was a loose day :O

ace was memorable and fun!

suddenly our whole class blends in together like best friends :D

we started laughing and lame-ing all around :O

even for the quiet ones!  they are the unexpected ones :)

and i just got some "bye!" -s from those who i dont really know :O

aaahhh i guess we're turning out closer each time xD

i guess that's it!! :D

toodles~

p/s : and i thought you were different from others.. i guess i was wrong. you are not that extraordinary :O
pp/s : seriously again ppl! do not put your hopes too high!! ( yea im telling myself too :D )
ppp/s : sometimes you will go pissing me off like nobody cares, sometimes you just talk to me as if we are nice pals. excuse me, i really cant get you. and im sick of it. will you just be YOU. -.-

focus baybehh

Once locked, now free (:

Once yours, now his (:

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heeee i created the quote up there.

NICE OR NOT. LOL

FUHHH!!

after this hectic week.

IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

but not free from studies.

haiz TRIALS. pfffffftttt -.-

oh just to tell you guys,

i jsut got back from my LEO CLUB installation ceremony.

YUPPPPP (:

imma officially a LEO member :D

it was kinda boring,

why? speeches.

LOTS OF SPEECHES.

installing just takes max 1 hour.

others are just SPEECHES. wth.

our school'd interact club went to pay respect too (:

ohh there was a small break, they offered food like scones.

then here comes card-exchanging time!

blahblah den head off to A&W with friends :)

blahblah thats all :D

haiz. i hope one day i have the chance to give ppl a namecard LOL!

my name card >:D

SOON jaslyn... SOON.

hahahaha LOL.

xoxo, jaslyn

it's better to light a candle than to curse the darkness

don't cry because it's over,

smile because it happened

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HELLO :D

just finished SCHOOL 1st PMR TRIALS :DDDDDDDD

well not exactly tho,

friday i gotta replace an exam i skipped for choral speaking competition.

speaking abt that,

there is smth i liked to share :D

1st

OMG! SMK SEAFIELD CHORAL SPEAKING TEAM WON !

don't mean to brag,

just wanted to express the happiness laa (:

so don't you get the wrong of it kays :D

fyi, we lost at the past competition.

screwed up like shyt :(

this time too actually, but we remained calm laa (:

we screamed like monkeys and gorillas lol!

GOOD TIMES :'D

2nd

SOME DUDE prank-called my pappy saying one of my family members is kidnapped!

OMG it was a close call. almost paid the money!

pappy called mua school but PN. CHONG didn't want to help -.-

instead she went saying my dad was treating her like some police officer.

PLS LAH HELPING PPL IS A GOOD DEED MISSY -.-

but praise the lord everythhing went out fine.

money still safe. FUUH

now back to trials.

OMG its terrible.

well just me actually. yea im terrible LOL!

who cares, i can't change my answers anyway :O

just forget abt it. think positive!!

this sunday i'm gonna attend my Leo club installation.

it's to make sure i'm officially a LEO.

i didn't want to. but kor asked me to, no harm :/

LOL! so oh well

I NEED A SILVER TIE!!

WHOEVER IS THAT GENEROUS TO LEND ME ONE DAY?!

I'LL APPRECIATE IT!

blahblah thats all.

tomoro skipping school tho.

to " study ".. i really will! >:D

OH OH OH!

i just realised smth nice,

sometimes when you feel like you're not in the group,

you're alone,

think twice, because there must be ppl out there who really cares abt you.

and actually treats you like a HUMAN friend (:

maybe not best friend, but still a friend :D

THANK YOU LORD.

thank you for showing me that i'm not alone all these time.

i have backups (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

Attitude.

I've been having harsh times lately :(
tough times i suppose. tough, hard times.

attitude. what is that :/
Last saturday youth message was :
" attitude builds a person's character "
yeaaa.. i guess so. but.. bad attitude. whats that?

honestly, i have been going upset for ppl's attitude.
but then i though back, is my attitude like that too?
and the answer was.. maybe. more like yes.
both sides have problem.
but i cannot change them. i can only change my attitude.

poooh this is gonna be hard :/
Sometimes you just have the feeling everyone is treating you like crap,
you dont feel appreciated. you just wanna leave.
i felt that like shyt nowadays, but then when i looked back,
it wasn't all their fault.
even if they are arrogant and snobby, i shouldn't go talking abt them
even if they are acting like a total asshole, i shouldn't be another asshole just to press them down.
even if they changed, i cant blame them. who wouldn't change?

haiz D:
emotions comin up :(
now, i hope i am a kid, when the biggest problem is choosing which lolipop to eat.

thinking alot lately..
i need some human to talk to.
but its hard. maybe i will forget someday.
I HOPE I FORGET SOOONNN
GOD HELP ME. I NEED YOU
attitude, what a big issue D:

xoxo, Jaslyn

so less time

When you think back,

 a smile and a sincere apology.

is it that much to ask ?

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HELLO (:

im quite proud of myself today :D ahaha

i managed to stop myself from onlining at the DAYTIME

instead, i went to take a delightful nap :D heeeeee

but night time when it gets boring,

i still onlined :P

WELL, it was good enough for me (:

will try harder.

PMR TRIALS!! OMGOSH!

this wednesday,

i and lots of peeps are going to join the

CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITON.

it's my first tho,

so i hope it would be memorable :D

practiced the whole day today :(

darn tiring. but still. we had to give our best :)

when i was doing homework today,

about english idioms,

was banning myself from comp,

so i used my kor's IPOD to search.

it was quite helpful :D

i was facing problems using it tho. how noobie :D

blah blah blah

OH OH!!

i want to see TWILIGHT SAGA - ECLIPSE read badly >:(

lautner is inside wheeee (:

as  jacob black.

urgh i dont get it. :( why must he go after bella.

come on if bella doesn't want him, many does laaa

bella likes edward like duuuh.

lautner doesn't have to beg her D:

but oh well. storylines... -.-

gosh his body omg. ahah burning steaming sizzling hawt :D

siewyi watched DESPICABLE ME already.

lol this one looked real cute :D

she said it was really nice.

haiz D:

so many movies to watch...

SO LESS TIME...

SO MANY STRESS !!!

when will you come,

and we will escape to our own fantasy land :D

AS IF :P

xoxo, Jaslyn

half dead o.o

HELLO.

fyi, i jsut got back from my school's carnival.

I CANT FEEL MY LEGS LAA.

oh oh!

smk seafield's carnival 2010 was awesome!

basiclly,

there are foods everywhere.

drinks everywhere.

games everwhere.

and...

PEOPLE EVERYWHERE :D

anyway... just a short post as im really half dead.

try standing under the afternoon sun for hours and see if you are still alive (:

from 8am to 3pm laaa

omg my skin felt like burning.

but it was nice seeing money coming ahahah

we finished selling stuffs at 2 smth.

played games till 3smth. 2 haunted houses :D

den im home (:

conclusion :

IM SUPER TIRED!!!

this selling-food job can kill people you know.

so thanks to those who helped under the super anonying weather.

IM AWESOME (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

mother and daughter

One day your life will flash before your eyes,

make sure it's worth watching.

Is yours?

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Hello hello people ;)

Wednesday is the day :D

today i've been pretty busy.

 

weeee look at my nailssss :DDDD

woke up super early today.. well was worried i will wake up late so.. LOL

3.15pm headed to bm tution,

stayed there like 3 hours till 6.30pm

mum fetched me to have dinner in secret recipe!

woahh that's a first :P well she offered me!

ate some fish with cheese, different but still yummy (:

aaahh secret recipe, never failed me ;D

blabla went to giant with mum.

did some grocery shopping and bought stuffs for librarian camp

weeee i bought goat milk bath ;D my fav ahaha

blablabla wanted to do contact lens D:

it's so inconvenient to wear specs all the time,

but its pricey like rm 280 for half a year :/

mum say not worth it, so bye to my baby D:

i have to earn it -.-

today was actually those mother-daughter days 

when i spent most of the day with my mum

OH OH did i mention that i met my old classmate, BECCA in giant?

ahaha she waved to me, i was like " eh?? OHHHH!! HI! "

LOL x) she recognised me.. awww how sweet (:

Anyhoo,

gonna spend the rest of my week in grandma's at kota kemuning..

if you guys have plans, tell me!!

dont leave me alone LOL i will chop you (:

toodles :D

xoxo, Jaslyn

you make me wanna.. surrender my soul

Hello people :D

it sucks.. whole lot =)

Been feeling real frustrated these days =/

my youth camp on 28th seems to clash with my exam which starts at 27th

at first i just want a refund,

but come to think of it, i guess i will give it a try x)

means i will study study study, den if i can,

i will go go go xD

So i guess what i can do now is study real hard

gonna make it no matter what it takes ...

if GOD wants me to do it, he's gonna make sure i do it =)

Anyhoo,

i've been receiving lots of concern nowadays.

from youths, friends and family x)

It's nice to know that you mean something to them and they really hope you are okay

yea sometimes you just feel like you are doing this ALONE -.-

nobody can help you, everything is on you

that feeling sucks D: it's just a torture

but if just someone, anyone who would just care for you

the heart will go AWWWWWWW xD

well that is how i feel laaaaaa ;D

i guess i just have to have more trust in GOD that he will help me

and trust in MYSELF dat i can make it through the rain =)

I can make it true the rain,

i can stand up once again

on my own, and i know,

that im strong enough to mend

- awesome mariah carey -

help and guide me dear lord =D

xoxo, Jaslyn

DooMed~

4.10.2009~

First day of school!

wake up like super freaking early in the morn WTHHHH???
Ah dui! 

And then  ate breakfast :D
Nice start for a morning :D

Then, went to school, felt ticklish,
and of course... VERY NERVOUS!
Yeapp.. walked slowly, then turned behind, 
YAY! saw florence :)
HAHA, run towards each other LOL then we walked together to the hall

Then blabla...
At the hall, listened to the VIP-s talk ...
LMAO... listen to some craps too -.-
Den back to class~

This yr mua class is at the 3rd floor, not at the 4th
LOL, its a spacious classroom, 
so... yea it should be great~ x)

Then next thing form teacher came in... bla bla..
choose ppl for roles.. :]
I do hope they can do stuffs nicely,
coz last year stuffs are all... O.O
so.. jia you! LOL

After that... all sienn and boring things
1st day oni den study worr! WTF?!?!
But i did bring textbook larh -.- Goody good girl :D
Gahh i  miss my f2 teachers :(
I miss my f1 ppl too!  :'(  haiz!!! farewell...

the classes was boring -.- DUUH!
recess was packed... 
The FUN part was just chit chatting :]
We 4 are crazy crazy girls :D 
Haha, laugh like shit mad till the teacher stare at us LOL

Overall, first day of school, not bad lah :]
HAHA.. BUt PMR stress!! Grrr~
Oh well... just have to bare it..
So.. hows your day?


p/s : cant online recently dy.. :( will miss blogging!!
pp/s : GAHH i miss all my f1 ppl! D: 
ppp/s : STUDYYYY!! lol

* you just like to make everything so harsh when it could be easy, can i ask why? *

xoxo, Jaslyn