Attitude.

I've been having harsh times lately :(
tough times i suppose. tough, hard times.

attitude. what is that :/
Last saturday youth message was :
" attitude builds a person's character "
yeaaa.. i guess so. but.. bad attitude. whats that?

honestly, i have been going upset for ppl's attitude.
but then i though back, is my attitude like that too?
and the answer was.. maybe. more like yes.
both sides have problem.
but i cannot change them. i can only change my attitude.

poooh this is gonna be hard :/
Sometimes you just have the feeling everyone is treating you like crap,
you dont feel appreciated. you just wanna leave.
i felt that like shyt nowadays, but then when i looked back,
it wasn't all their fault.
even if they are arrogant and snobby, i shouldn't go talking abt them
even if they are acting like a total asshole, i shouldn't be another asshole just to press them down.
even if they changed, i cant blame them. who wouldn't change?

haiz D:
emotions comin up :(
now, i hope i am a kid, when the biggest problem is choosing which lolipop to eat.

thinking alot lately..
i need some human to talk to.
but its hard. maybe i will forget someday.
I HOPE I FORGET SOOONNN
GOD HELP ME. I NEED YOU
attitude, what a big issue D:

xoxo, Jaslyn