the heart will go on

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

Indeed it is :(
and i'm now going through it :O

let's start from the top.
today started off well (:
apparently i have choral speaking practice, wudo, and librarian AGM all at the same time
had to skip wudo and CS for librarian annual meeting
then got called to CS
tomorrow is our choral speaking finals :D
it's gonna be held in SUBANG PARADE.
come will you :D
YAYYY. hope we will bring back joyful news!

hours later gonna head off to grandma's
to celebrate twin cousin sister's bday ;D
gonna pinch their chubby faces ;D

blah blah blah back to the sad part.
something upsetting happened today.
once again, jealousy came D:
i can't believe it almost took over me.. AGAIN.
i almost nearly got mad at my friends because of that :/
when it's NOT totally their fault
wanna cry but tried hard not to (:
whatever happens,
i will give you guys my best wishes :D

when i was in the car heading home,
emotions crept up.
told daddy what happened.
he comforted me saying " its okay "
that really meant alot to me :D
maybe i had my hopes too high,
or maybe i'm just not capable YET.
some day i will.. :P

SIGH!
let the bygones be bygones.
i can't blame them or her.
what i can say is..
God has a plan for me ..
a Better plan.

p/s : im starting to think he's quite cute too (:

xoxo, Jaslyn