you gotta be a dumbass

" you gotta be a dumbass. so that the impact is big "

see the sentence up there?

yea i heard it in the morning (:

when i was pracitising choral speaking.

our senior, joanne, told a girl who was going to do an act solo, to be a dumbass

lol!!! actually its true tho.

you have to be dumb enough to be entertaining.

BUT! its real hard D:

WHY?

i tell you why -.-

anyway, just got back from ace!

we did the mirror thing today -.-

you got your partner as a mirror. he/she needs to imitate you.

after that is the other way around.

seriously

( choral lines )

I shut my eyes, and prayed and prayed..

that what was happening would have just stayed

SERIOUSLY.

teacher paired me up with eik ren like weeks ago.

i was like omg wth D:

fyi, he is like some lame fella who likes to act. and he acts like super lame but funny

im afraid i cant catch up. i might end up laughing -.-

so today is the day.

i really prayed real hard that i could have a better partner lol

florence and mich went out before me. they did great (:

flo did her paris hilton thingy. i think that she could do better tho.

she is a natural bitch (inside joke)

mich did awesome. she stamped and threw her POOH BEAR everywhere.

i was super nervous.

i felt like i would burst any second.

soon my name was called. teacher chose my partner, eik ren.

OMG I KNOW!

argh he embarassed me.. ON PURPOSE!!!!! i swear lol

well he was just having fun laaa.

but im not. i admit. i suck in audience stuff.

excuse me i have serious stage-frights. >:(

i tell you if there is just me and him it sould be soooo much better

blahblahblahblah

the fact is,

I EMBARESSED MYSELF THOROUGHLY IN ACE TODAY (:

yay how great -.-

recorded tho. no im not sharing.

OH OH and eik ren's mirror acting was like SUPER LONG

wtf. i want to scream at him lol!

but oh well. its over

AHAHHA I GOT AN A!

what did i act?

i acted a girl more like a shopaholic who wants to get a dress for a party BUT ended up buying lots of stuffs too (:

MISTAKE :

1 - i turned my back on the audience. I REGRETTED. so much :(

2 - its too short, nervousness. HAIZ

LESSON LEARNT :

1 - eik ren can be slap-able sometimes lol

2 - ace is somewhere where requires LOADS of guts

3 - i am a coward when it comes to stages

4 - im gonna overcome it... SOMEHOW lol!

5 - FORGET THIS D: nightmareeeee

haiz i want to jump off the roof. lol

toodles

p/s : super SUPER good job to huiying ( player ), yijun ( stage-fright contestant ), huishing ( fly-hitter), michelletsy ( got dumped by bf ronaldo ), florence ( paris hilton scolding PA ) and others!!! I ADMIRE YOU GUYS! you guys sure got guts :D

xoxo, Jaslyn