the heart will go on

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

Indeed it is :(
and i'm now going through it :O

let's start from the top.
today started off well (:
apparently i have choral speaking practice, wudo, and librarian AGM all at the same time
had to skip wudo and CS for librarian annual meeting
then got called to CS
tomorrow is our choral speaking finals :D
it's gonna be held in SUBANG PARADE.
come will you :D
YAYYY. hope we will bring back joyful news!

hours later gonna head off to grandma's
to celebrate twin cousin sister's bday ;D
gonna pinch their chubby faces ;D

blah blah blah back to the sad part.
something upsetting happened today.
once again, jealousy came D:
i can't believe it almost took over me.. AGAIN.
i almost nearly got mad at my friends because of that :/
when it's NOT totally their fault
wanna cry but tried hard not to (:
whatever happens,
i will give you guys my best wishes :D

when i was in the car heading home,
emotions crept up.
told daddy what happened.
he comforted me saying " its okay "
that really meant alot to me :D
maybe i had my hopes too high,
or maybe i'm just not capable YET.
some day i will.. :P

SIGH!
let the bygones be bygones.
i can't blame them or her.
what i can say is..
God has a plan for me ..
a Better plan.

p/s : im starting to think he's quite cute too (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

first choral competition

AAAHHHH~

just back from my first choral spaeking competition.

YES imma choral speaker :D

dont believe it? ahahha believe it -.-

It was in Subang Parade.

we were the last team which is the eleventh.

OMG it's like freaking scary LOL.

we made many noises backstage. :S nervous-ness ahahahah

But we were SUPER loud. i was shocked myself. O.O

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE

now back at home.

its 4.55pm now. gonna skip bm tution at 5pm.

but pn.poh tution on 8pm .. :/

GAHHH IM SO TIRED. D:

wanna sleep but cant. my time is too precious for sleeping.

GOTTA GO TAKE A SHOWER.

den.. STUDY!

there are teams who were super unfriendly -.-

wth. super arrogant. grrrr >:(

OKAY that's all. toodles~!

ADD OIL IN STUDIES!

PRIALS COMING BAYBEHHHH

xoxo, Jaslyn

A girl's big day

Poooohhh~

i'm like freaking exhausted now.

basiclly today spent whole school time in choral speaking practices :O

yay we finished the whole script.

now we just to work on it better (:

ANYWAY.

today's spotlight..

MS. MICHELLE TONG SIEW YI

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY GIRL :D

aka

my 'bitch'

aka

tofu & sampat

maybe sometimes we don't really like each other,

we even "dulan" or smack each other sampat-ly.

but you know you love me woman (:

we have super lots of crazy times where we laugh like nobody's business.

yea.. so stay sampat (:

dont you try to LANCI -.- i smack your ass den you know :D

and!! smile more (:

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today..

the suprise-bday-plan for siew yi was success :D

although it screwed up a little LOL

we were too nervous laaa.. screamed like shyt lol!

but nvrm laa. at least she gave the O.O face XD

thanks for Melissa babe for buying the cake :D

cut one piece and smashed siew yi's face with it.

aahahha its a tradition :D

blah blah i cant believe she got fooled,

and got soaked again for the 2nd time after that.

ahahahah :P

birthdays make ppl unexpectedly stupid ( in a good way LAA )

then we walked to bliss 33 to eat our lunch.

blahblah then xing yi fetched me and huiying home

while the others walk o.o

overall, it was awesome :D

not bad i will say.

and the best thing is, it's actually kind of like a last-minute plan weih

WE'RE AWESOME PPL :DDDDDDDD

hmmm i wonder my bday.. how would it be?? HAHAHAHHA

oh well 5 more months to go.

PMR FIRST LAA :P

kay i go study now. toodles :D

planning things are making me tired :(

gotta leave everything aside and focus now.

MAY GOD HELP ME. (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

I believe in you, and i would go to the ends of the earth

 never under-estimate jealousy.

it kills.

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ohhh im so obsessed with church songs :D

its those songs you will never get tired of (:

why? cause GOD's spirit never dies x)

HELLO.

today was indeed a full-scheduled day :O

briefly describe it okay :D

- school. skipped class to do somthing super important. quite fun. nice experience

 - goes back. watch TV.

 - mum say go SP shopping. search for leo installation uniform.

- FOUND. super happy.

- mum gotta go somewhere. dropped me at summit.

- alone in summit. studied SEJARAH in popular. ate ice-cream

- dad picked me up on the way back fr work. HOME.

fuhhhh what a meaningful day =D

im super proud of myself today.

because of smth smth smth (:

can't say it here.

GOD IS AWESOME.

i prayed that he will help me find my installation uniform.

i found it like.. super fast? xD

den i prayed for the silver tie required.

haven't found it. but GOD will help me laa :D

okay that's all.

i think im starting to know some friends :D

AWESOME.

he is really friendly weihh (:

thanks for the offer tho.

p/s : i will pray for monday to be SUCESS. may GOD bless all of us.

xoxo, Jaslyn

Attitude.

I've been having harsh times lately :(
tough times i suppose. tough, hard times.

attitude. what is that :/
Last saturday youth message was :
" attitude builds a person's character "
yeaaa.. i guess so. but.. bad attitude. whats that?

honestly, i have been going upset for ppl's attitude.
but then i though back, is my attitude like that too?
and the answer was.. maybe. more like yes.
both sides have problem.
but i cannot change them. i can only change my attitude.

poooh this is gonna be hard :/
Sometimes you just have the feeling everyone is treating you like crap,
you dont feel appreciated. you just wanna leave.
i felt that like shyt nowadays, but then when i looked back,
it wasn't all their fault.
even if they are arrogant and snobby, i shouldn't go talking abt them
even if they are acting like a total asshole, i shouldn't be another asshole just to press them down.
even if they changed, i cant blame them. who wouldn't change?

haiz D:
emotions comin up :(
now, i hope i am a kid, when the biggest problem is choosing which lolipop to eat.

thinking alot lately..
i need some human to talk to.
but its hard. maybe i will forget someday.
I HOPE I FORGET SOOONNN
GOD HELP ME. I NEED YOU
attitude, what a big issue D:

xoxo, Jaslyn

SICK

IM SICK D:

since the day after carnival,

lots of things happen D:

now i'm stucked up with

flu, bad cough, and sore throat.

gosh this is torturing D:

and not to forget.

I NEED TO STUDY.

HARDCORE :O

oh oh!

did i mention

today ppl in school found out this SUPER BIG bee hive

its like a size of a kid clinging to a tree (:

SERIOUSLY.

wow. better hope it's gonna go away soon :O

getting late now. bye.

xoxo, Jaslyn.

so less time

When you think back,

 a smile and a sincere apology.

is it that much to ask ?

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HELLO (:

im quite proud of myself today :D ahaha

i managed to stop myself from onlining at the DAYTIME

instead, i went to take a delightful nap :D heeeeee

but night time when it gets boring,

i still onlined :P

WELL, it was good enough for me (:

will try harder.

PMR TRIALS!! OMGOSH!

this wednesday,

i and lots of peeps are going to join the

CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITON.

it's my first tho,

so i hope it would be memorable :D

practiced the whole day today :(

darn tiring. but still. we had to give our best :)

when i was doing homework today,

about english idioms,

was banning myself from comp,

so i used my kor's IPOD to search.

it was quite helpful :D

i was facing problems using it tho. how noobie :D

blah blah blah

OH OH!!

i want to see TWILIGHT SAGA - ECLIPSE read badly >:(

lautner is inside wheeee (:

as  jacob black.

urgh i dont get it. :( why must he go after bella.

come on if bella doesn't want him, many does laaa

bella likes edward like duuuh.

lautner doesn't have to beg her D:

but oh well. storylines... -.-

gosh his body omg. ahah burning steaming sizzling hawt :D

siewyi watched DESPICABLE ME already.

lol this one looked real cute :D

she said it was really nice.

haiz D:

so many movies to watch...

SO LESS TIME...

SO MANY STRESS !!!

when will you come,

and we will escape to our own fantasy land :D

AS IF :P

xoxo, Jaslyn