the heart will go on

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

Indeed it is :(
and i'm now going through it :O

let's start from the top.
today started off well (:
apparently i have choral speaking practice, wudo, and librarian AGM all at the same time
had to skip wudo and CS for librarian annual meeting
then got called to CS
tomorrow is our choral speaking finals :D
it's gonna be held in SUBANG PARADE.
come will you :D
YAYYY. hope we will bring back joyful news!

hours later gonna head off to grandma's
to celebrate twin cousin sister's bday ;D
gonna pinch their chubby faces ;D

blah blah blah back to the sad part.
something upsetting happened today.
once again, jealousy came D:
i can't believe it almost took over me.. AGAIN.
i almost nearly got mad at my friends because of that :/
when it's NOT totally their fault
wanna cry but tried hard not to (:
whatever happens,
i will give you guys my best wishes :D

when i was in the car heading home,
emotions crept up.
told daddy what happened.
he comforted me saying " its okay "
that really meant alot to me :D
maybe i had my hopes too high,
or maybe i'm just not capable YET.
some day i will.. :P

SIGH!
let the bygones be bygones.
i can't blame them or her.
what i can say is..
God has a plan for me ..
a Better plan.

p/s : im starting to think he's quite cute too (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

first choral competition

AAAHHHH~

just back from my first choral spaeking competition.

YES imma choral speaker :D

dont believe it? ahahha believe it -.-

It was in Subang Parade.

we were the last team which is the eleventh.

OMG it's like freaking scary LOL.

we made many noises backstage. :S nervous-ness ahahahah

But we were SUPER loud. i was shocked myself. O.O

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE

now back at home.

its 4.55pm now. gonna skip bm tution at 5pm.

but pn.poh tution on 8pm .. :/

GAHHH IM SO TIRED. D:

wanna sleep but cant. my time is too precious for sleeping.

GOTTA GO TAKE A SHOWER.

den.. STUDY!

there are teams who were super unfriendly -.-

wth. super arrogant. grrrr >:(

OKAY that's all. toodles~!

ADD OIL IN STUDIES!

PRIALS COMING BAYBEHHHH

xoxo, Jaslyn

A girl's big day

Poooohhh~

i'm like freaking exhausted now.

basiclly today spent whole school time in choral speaking practices :O

yay we finished the whole script.

now we just to work on it better (:

ANYWAY.

today's spotlight..

MS. MICHELLE TONG SIEW YI

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY GIRL :D

aka

my 'bitch'

aka

tofu & sampat

maybe sometimes we don't really like each other,

we even "dulan" or smack each other sampat-ly.

but you know you love me woman (:

we have super lots of crazy times where we laugh like nobody's business.

yea.. so stay sampat (:

dont you try to LANCI -.- i smack your ass den you know :D

and!! smile more (:

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today..

the suprise-bday-plan for siew yi was success :D

although it screwed up a little LOL

we were too nervous laaa.. screamed like shyt lol!

but nvrm laa. at least she gave the O.O face XD

thanks for Melissa babe for buying the cake :D

cut one piece and smashed siew yi's face with it.

aahahha its a tradition :D

blah blah i cant believe she got fooled,

and got soaked again for the 2nd time after that.

ahahahah :P

birthdays make ppl unexpectedly stupid ( in a good way LAA )

then we walked to bliss 33 to eat our lunch.

blahblah then xing yi fetched me and huiying home

while the others walk o.o

overall, it was awesome :D

not bad i will say.

and the best thing is, it's actually kind of like a last-minute plan weih

WE'RE AWESOME PPL :DDDDDDDD

hmmm i wonder my bday.. how would it be?? HAHAHAHHA

oh well 5 more months to go.

PMR FIRST LAA :P

kay i go study now. toodles :D

planning things are making me tired :(

gotta leave everything aside and focus now.

MAY GOD HELP ME. (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

I believe in you, and i would go to the ends of the earth

 never under-estimate jealousy.

it kills.

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ohhh im so obsessed with church songs :D

its those songs you will never get tired of (:

why? cause GOD's spirit never dies x)

HELLO.

today was indeed a full-scheduled day :O

briefly describe it okay :D

- school. skipped class to do somthing super important. quite fun. nice experience

 - goes back. watch TV.

 - mum say go SP shopping. search for leo installation uniform.

- FOUND. super happy.

- mum gotta go somewhere. dropped me at summit.

- alone in summit. studied SEJARAH in popular. ate ice-cream

- dad picked me up on the way back fr work. HOME.

fuhhhh what a meaningful day =D

im super proud of myself today.

because of smth smth smth (:

can't say it here.

GOD IS AWESOME.

i prayed that he will help me find my installation uniform.

i found it like.. super fast? xD

den i prayed for the silver tie required.

haven't found it. but GOD will help me laa :D

okay that's all.

i think im starting to know some friends :D

AWESOME.

he is really friendly weihh (:

thanks for the offer tho.

p/s : i will pray for monday to be SUCESS. may GOD bless all of us.

xoxo, Jaslyn

Attitude.

I've been having harsh times lately :(
tough times i suppose. tough, hard times.

attitude. what is that :/
Last saturday youth message was :
" attitude builds a person's character "
yeaaa.. i guess so. but.. bad attitude. whats that?

honestly, i have been going upset for ppl's attitude.
but then i though back, is my attitude like that too?
and the answer was.. maybe. more like yes.
both sides have problem.
but i cannot change them. i can only change my attitude.

poooh this is gonna be hard :/
Sometimes you just have the feeling everyone is treating you like crap,
you dont feel appreciated. you just wanna leave.
i felt that like shyt nowadays, but then when i looked back,
it wasn't all their fault.
even if they are arrogant and snobby, i shouldn't go talking abt them
even if they are acting like a total asshole, i shouldn't be another asshole just to press them down.
even if they changed, i cant blame them. who wouldn't change?

haiz D:
emotions comin up :(
now, i hope i am a kid, when the biggest problem is choosing which lolipop to eat.

thinking alot lately..
i need some human to talk to.
but its hard. maybe i will forget someday.
I HOPE I FORGET SOOONNN
GOD HELP ME. I NEED YOU
attitude, what a big issue D:

xoxo, Jaslyn

SICK

IM SICK D:

since the day after carnival,

lots of things happen D:

now i'm stucked up with

flu, bad cough, and sore throat.

gosh this is torturing D:

and not to forget.

I NEED TO STUDY.

HARDCORE :O

oh oh!

did i mention

today ppl in school found out this SUPER BIG bee hive

its like a size of a kid clinging to a tree (:

SERIOUSLY.

wow. better hope it's gonna go away soon :O

getting late now. bye.

xoxo, Jaslyn.

so less time

When you think back,

 a smile and a sincere apology.

is it that much to ask ?

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HELLO (:

im quite proud of myself today :D ahaha

i managed to stop myself from onlining at the DAYTIME

instead, i went to take a delightful nap :D heeeeee

but night time when it gets boring,

i still onlined :P

WELL, it was good enough for me (:

will try harder.

PMR TRIALS!! OMGOSH!

this wednesday,

i and lots of peeps are going to join the

CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITON.

it's my first tho,

so i hope it would be memorable :D

practiced the whole day today :(

darn tiring. but still. we had to give our best :)

when i was doing homework today,

about english idioms,

was banning myself from comp,

so i used my kor's IPOD to search.

it was quite helpful :D

i was facing problems using it tho. how noobie :D

blah blah blah

OH OH!!

i want to see TWILIGHT SAGA - ECLIPSE read badly >:(

lautner is inside wheeee (:

as  jacob black.

urgh i dont get it. :( why must he go after bella.

come on if bella doesn't want him, many does laaa

bella likes edward like duuuh.

lautner doesn't have to beg her D:

but oh well. storylines... -.-

gosh his body omg. ahah burning steaming sizzling hawt :D

siewyi watched DESPICABLE ME already.

lol this one looked real cute :D

she said it was really nice.

haiz D:

so many movies to watch...

SO LESS TIME...

SO MANY STRESS !!!

when will you come,

and we will escape to our own fantasy land :D

AS IF :P

xoxo, Jaslyn

half dead o.o

HELLO.

fyi, i jsut got back from my school's carnival.

I CANT FEEL MY LEGS LAA.

oh oh!

smk seafield's carnival 2010 was awesome!

basiclly,

there are foods everywhere.

drinks everywhere.

games everwhere.

and...

PEOPLE EVERYWHERE :D

anyway... just a short post as im really half dead.

try standing under the afternoon sun for hours and see if you are still alive (:

from 8am to 3pm laaa

omg my skin felt like burning.

but it was nice seeing money coming ahahah

we finished selling stuffs at 2 smth.

played games till 3smth. 2 haunted houses :D

den im home (:

conclusion :

IM SUPER TIRED!!!

this selling-food job can kill people you know.

so thanks to those who helped under the super anonying weather.

IM AWESOME (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

you gotta be a dumbass

" you gotta be a dumbass. so that the impact is big "

see the sentence up there?

yea i heard it in the morning (:

when i was pracitising choral speaking.

our senior, joanne, told a girl who was going to do an act solo, to be a dumbass

lol!!! actually its true tho.

you have to be dumb enough to be entertaining.

BUT! its real hard D:

WHY?

i tell you why -.-

anyway, just got back from ace!

we did the mirror thing today -.-

you got your partner as a mirror. he/she needs to imitate you.

after that is the other way around.

seriously

( choral lines )

I shut my eyes, and prayed and prayed..

that what was happening would have just stayed

SERIOUSLY.

teacher paired me up with eik ren like weeks ago.

i was like omg wth D:

fyi, he is like some lame fella who likes to act. and he acts like super lame but funny

im afraid i cant catch up. i might end up laughing -.-

so today is the day.

i really prayed real hard that i could have a better partner lol

florence and mich went out before me. they did great (:

flo did her paris hilton thingy. i think that she could do better tho.

she is a natural bitch (inside joke)

mich did awesome. she stamped and threw her POOH BEAR everywhere.

i was super nervous.

i felt like i would burst any second.

soon my name was called. teacher chose my partner, eik ren.

OMG I KNOW!

argh he embarassed me.. ON PURPOSE!!!!! i swear lol

well he was just having fun laaa.

but im not. i admit. i suck in audience stuff.

excuse me i have serious stage-frights. >:(

i tell you if there is just me and him it sould be soooo much better

blahblahblahblah

the fact is,

I EMBARESSED MYSELF THOROUGHLY IN ACE TODAY (:

yay how great -.-

recorded tho. no im not sharing.

OH OH and eik ren's mirror acting was like SUPER LONG

wtf. i want to scream at him lol!

but oh well. its over

AHAHHA I GOT AN A!

what did i act?

i acted a girl more like a shopaholic who wants to get a dress for a party BUT ended up buying lots of stuffs too (:

MISTAKE :

1 - i turned my back on the audience. I REGRETTED. so much :(

2 - its too short, nervousness. HAIZ

LESSON LEARNT :

1 - eik ren can be slap-able sometimes lol

2 - ace is somewhere where requires LOADS of guts

3 - i am a coward when it comes to stages

4 - im gonna overcome it... SOMEHOW lol!

5 - FORGET THIS D: nightmareeeee

haiz i want to jump off the roof. lol

toodles

p/s : super SUPER good job to huiying ( player ), yijun ( stage-fright contestant ), huishing ( fly-hitter), michelletsy ( got dumped by bf ronaldo ), florence ( paris hilton scolding PA ) and others!!! I ADMIRE YOU GUYS! you guys sure got guts :D

xoxo, Jaslyn

you need the confidence

Sometimes you just need a little more confidence and strength to push you (:

HELLO :D

first of all... I DIDN'T go to subang rally D:

regretted a lil since i saw many many ppl went =O

Melissa didn't tell me she wanna go. or i would tag along wth

lol! anyway forget it -.-

today i went to church. YAY ME!

fyi, i have not been there like... nearly a month O.O

I KNOW! bad D:

actually i went coz my bro will be playing the drum :D

for the FIRST time baybehhh ;D

i cant really see him playing tho. but i heard it

ahahah not quite pro :X but good enough for a first-timer

OH OH!

my result sucked like some shyt o.o

BUT my daddy didn't scold me tho.

dad : why your results dropped so low one... and your average ? D:

me : daddy its really hard laaaa D:

dad : ohhhh... well then you have to try harder next time okay? :D

me : OKAY :DDDD

* the end *

ahahahhaha nice much ? (:

yeap i have an awesome daddy LOL!

blahblah after church i went to SUMMIT with mum, kor and lil bro.

bought some stuffs.

den ate lunch at MCD. bloated even more lol!

got home. onlined. den dont know when i dozed off HAHA

life's been really rush and boring for me.

ahahah yeap its rushy. times passes before you know it.

BUT its boring D:

BOOOOOO someone cheer me up lol

tomoro is another hectic monday.

i felt the bored-ness D:

P/S : MY PHONE IS WORKING AHAHAHHAHAHA... but still a lil cacat. BUT WORKING. THIS IS AWESOME. i saved it :D with the help of some ppl ;D THX

toodles.

xoxo, Jaslyn

can use laaa

HELLO

might be wondering abt my SOAKED phone ehs? lol

those who dont know. my phone got soaked -.- wth

anyway. i followed one of those advices,

covered my phone with uncooked rice.

i dont know! they say rice can help suck up the moisture O.O

blahblah took out of the rice this morn.

tried tried tried. now it's a lil cacat-ed

BUT! at least i can listen to my bieber songs lol and see the screen LOL

unfortunately the buttons are really retarded D:

sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't OH WELL!

OH OH! today was school's REPORT CARD DAY aka OPEN DAY.

daddy took mine.

i wasn't in class that time, choral speaking practices.

fuuuuhh but i heard he isnt happy LOL!

booo maybe i will get banned D:

OH WELL

today i bought PMR MODEL PAPERS.

better hope i do >:D

tomoro there is wudo again.

toodles.

xoxo, Jaslyn

MY PHONEE!! :(

OMG i'm like super sad now!

and not to mention super scared D:

WHY?

MY PHONE GOT SOAKED WITH THE LAUNDRY!

i know.. stupid laaa..

BUT THE POINT IS.

IT'S FREAKINGLY SOAKED.

AND ITS NOT FUNCTIONINGGGGG

i want to cry so badly now.

BABY PHONE WAKE UP!!! :(

help me if you know how to cure my phone.

how will i tell my parents?

D: so sad laaa. OMG

xoxo, Jaslyn