you just want me to fake when i want to be real.

Why do some people prefer the fake-self rather than the real self.

i wanted to be real,

but you just seem to like the fake.

does that means i have to fake infront of you from now on...?

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HELLO PEEPOS !

blahblah today i went to school tho.

i know i know its a stupid thing to do :O

i went there for some purpose ya know?

yupppp to pass up my PSV project.

it's already late tho, but who cares? :P

spent like 4 days on it?

decorating... drawing.. colouring.. measuring..

pffttt...

ANYWAY! its OVERRR :DDDD

no more projects.. now? STUDY O.O

its a month away from now O.O

oh my. and im still blogging!! HAHA how nice :P

btw something bad happened in school today tho..

it was bad -.-

today actually sucked i would say :(

i just saw something from my point of view..

some ppl just dont prefer when you are real,

they rather like your fake self,

when you go around faking your smiles and laughs.

they just dont like when you just want to be yourself.

faking just seems to be more popular.

i always thought

" whats the point being all friendly and nice, when you are just FAKING?

no matter what, deep inside you mean the opposite dont you? "

but the reality showed me cruel stuffs.

i guess nobody can survive being TOO real.

guess i'll have to fake fake fake from now on ..

oh. my. gosh. D:

haih CHOP.

OMG anyway today in perhimpunan the choral speaking team presented a performance!

its for merdeka eve lol.

it was a piece of shyt LOL.

mich and I got called last minute to go out.

we NEVER practice since the last competition which is like one month ago.

AWESOME RITE -.-

went up, embarassed ourselves.

how great LOL.

i forgot my part and some head movements.

ARGHHHH stupid moments LOL.

but the crowd did laughed at some parts.

awesome baybehhh =DD

well at least its not so awkward :P

got addicted to this freaking drama :D

偷心大聖 P.S.男

It's about celebrities' lifes.

its a mixture of many scenes.

romance, sad, touching, fighting.. blahblah.

i think its quite interesting tho :D

you chinese ppl should watch this :D

non-chinese can watch it in eng subs too ;D

偷心大聖 P.S.男

oh gosh did i mention this guy is so cute inside :D

he is darn cool and sweet :P

he's kinda hawt and handsome to me laa :PP

more handsome than the guy lead HAHAHAH

JAMES WEN

talking abt guys.

spotted this gentleman in sweet spy korean drama.

his name is Dennis Joseph O'Neil.

saw some of the romance scenes inside, damnnn hawt okay!

girls sweatting like mad. :P

HE is darnnnn gentle :O

even when it comes to passionate times,

he is STILL gentle.

OUUU LA LAAA :DDD

killer smile AWWW (:

SWEET SPY!

EEEE that girl damnnn lucky LOR!

in this korean drama,

dennis is playing a spy role.

so he is talking ENGLISH.

OH MY GOSH.

he got that freaking british accent.

WOAHHH love love love love OMG.

burning yo. BURNING.

sweating?

i am :P

dennis joseph o'neil I LOVE YOU!

xoxo haha

" sampat! " by mich.xD

xoxo,Jaslyn

my own-made bakul rotan :D

Life isn't about waiting the storm to pass,

life is about dancing in the rain.

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HELLO PEOPLE :D

a short update.

YAYYYY i finished a small part of my rattan basket :D

its a part from my f3 PSV project :O

we're only given a week after exams to finished it up :(

which means the due date is this thurs >:O

thats why we were all bringing rotans to school.

BUT!

that teacher didn't want to teach us -.-

she asked us to figure it out ourself

OMG!

after school went to florence's house with mich.

well.. at least flo knows how to do the tapak ( base ).

oh well the others we figure it out together.

brainstorm like shyt HAHAH

GAHHHH me no likey rotan baskets -.-

oh well gotta go do my folio now :O

I LOST MY WHOLE ART CRAFT BOX :(

its a box where i keep my colour pens, pattern scissors etc etc.

HAIZ WHERE ARE YOU  :'(

xoxo, Jaslyn

SALT

Somehow i  hoped and wished,

all these were just one of my dreams.

where all the things were still at the beginning,

when it was just all about you and me

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HI PEOPLE :D

IF ONLY THIS WAS A DREAM...

i wouldn't have done that.

it all wouldn't have been like this. like now.

it could have been better.. alot better.....

SIGHHHH :(

been having depressing moments lately.

and the reasons are always related to those damn results.

sighhh. cant blame others.

what to do? shytty-brain ppl get shytty results :(

yesterday i actually emo-ed for the WHOLE DAY for my results.

i got a C in my geo. my first C in my quite-confident-subject.

it was like one of those worst things in my life =(

seriously it totally kills my confidence, my mood, my feelings.

it's like you got thrown from the 20th floor.. hopeless :O

BUT!!

thanks to those who tried to cheer me up (:

i got 5 ppl cheering me up at once LOL!

thank you tho :D

sighh i guess i just have to think of the brighter side.

at least now i've got reasons to study harder since i suck in it :(

BLAH. BLAH. BLAHHHH.

put that aside okay :D

 HAPPY TIMES!

today was officially the day after exams :D

so siewyi, florence and I went out to take a break from all those sad results.

xy couldn't follow due to tutions :O

went to summit at 2pm +

went to catch a movie.

our first choice was INCEPTION.

siew yi wanted it badly.

too bad the time doesn't suit us :O

so in the end we ended up watching SALT.

was expecting low since the cover is so... empty LOL

but i must admit it was quite good :O

ACTION MOVIE laa. but the girl was like superwoman LOL

me likey :D

overall its like 9/10 laaaa :D

alot of bleeding.. punching.. shocking.. awkward.. (:

not actually my type of movie but.. it was NICE :D

briefly it's about a woman who was an CIA but then was figured out disguised by a RUSSIAN SPY. but she didn't really wanted to help RUSIA to destroy AMERICA. so she decided to be neutral somehow.. but then both countries got pissed and both wanted to kill her. SHE IS SO DARN COOL :OOOO

watch it (:

DIDNT TAKE PHOTOS BOOOO.

lol! oh well xD

thats all for today.

skipped youth.. came home late =(

thats all (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

give up no?

HISTORY IS KILLING ME :(

and i feel like dying too D:

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blahblah the picture says it all ..

just that im not drowning in the sea of sweets..

in the sea of history.

HISTORY WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATING?!

omg so many names..

yea im fussing here coz i got B in BOTH pmr trials.

B!!!

oh my how will pmr be :(

it sucks even more when you are the ONLY one in your friends that got 60 +

i feel sucky =(

give up no?

gosh how can i survive D:

that's all peeps.

toodles

xoxo, Jaslyn

focus baybehh

Once locked, now free (:

Once yours, now his (:

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heeee i created the quote up there.

NICE OR NOT. LOL

FUHHH!!

after this hectic week.

IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

but not free from studies.

haiz TRIALS. pfffffftttt -.-

oh just to tell you guys,

i jsut got back from my LEO CLUB installation ceremony.

YUPPPPP (:

imma officially a LEO member :D

it was kinda boring,

why? speeches.

LOTS OF SPEECHES.

installing just takes max 1 hour.

others are just SPEECHES. wth.

our school'd interact club went to pay respect too (:

ohh there was a small break, they offered food like scones.

then here comes card-exchanging time!

blahblah den head off to A&W with friends :)

blahblah thats all :D

haiz. i hope one day i have the chance to give ppl a namecard LOL!

my name card >:D

SOON jaslyn... SOON.

hahahaha LOL.

xoxo, jaslyn

it's better to light a candle than to curse the darkness

don't cry because it's over,

smile because it happened

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HELLO :D

just finished SCHOOL 1st PMR TRIALS :DDDDDDDD

well not exactly tho,

friday i gotta replace an exam i skipped for choral speaking competition.

speaking abt that,

there is smth i liked to share :D

1st

OMG! SMK SEAFIELD CHORAL SPEAKING TEAM WON !

don't mean to brag,

just wanted to express the happiness laa (:

so don't you get the wrong of it kays :D

fyi, we lost at the past competition.

screwed up like shyt :(

this time too actually, but we remained calm laa (:

we screamed like monkeys and gorillas lol!

GOOD TIMES :'D

2nd

SOME DUDE prank-called my pappy saying one of my family members is kidnapped!

OMG it was a close call. almost paid the money!

pappy called mua school but PN. CHONG didn't want to help -.-

instead she went saying my dad was treating her like some police officer.

PLS LAH HELPING PPL IS A GOOD DEED MISSY -.-

but praise the lord everythhing went out fine.

money still safe. FUUH

now back to trials.

OMG its terrible.

well just me actually. yea im terrible LOL!

who cares, i can't change my answers anyway :O

just forget abt it. think positive!!

this sunday i'm gonna attend my Leo club installation.

it's to make sure i'm officially a LEO.

i didn't want to. but kor asked me to, no harm :/

LOL! so oh well

I NEED A SILVER TIE!!

WHOEVER IS THAT GENEROUS TO LEND ME ONE DAY?!

I'LL APPRECIATE IT!

blahblah thats all.

tomoro skipping school tho.

to " study ".. i really will! >:D

OH OH OH!

i just realised smth nice,

sometimes when you feel like you're not in the group,

you're alone,

think twice, because there must be ppl out there who really cares abt you.

and actually treats you like a HUMAN friend (:

maybe not best friend, but still a friend :D

THANK YOU LORD.

thank you for showing me that i'm not alone all these time.

i have backups (:

xoxo, Jaslyn

It's harder than i thought

Expect the unexpected,

believe the unbelievables,

and

do the impossibles

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HI (:

it's been a while since i update my blog :O

been banning myself few days ago due to PMR trials.

REALLY TOUGH TIME :O

started like.. last wednesday or thurs.

trials started yesterday, friday.

today was the 2nd day :D

went to youth just now,

was movie night.

we saw this movie called FIREPROOF.

it's abt a fireman who has marriage probs with his wife,

but by the grace of GOD he tried to save this marriage before the worst comes.

and he saved it, with the help of GOD of course.

It's a real nice movie!! i will give it a rate 10/10.

it has sad, romantic, funny, touching scenes.

all girls cried. i think :P

this movie basiclly tells us that love has no limits.

God loves us althought we have been rejecting it over and over.

this is why he is our savior (:

God really do answer my prayers (:

i'm so touched by it.

just now before the KH papers,

i studied and stuffed everything i could into my mind,

focus-ed on masakan, jahitan and reka bentuk.

didn't really study elektronik :/

was super scared.

but then i PRAYED. asked GOD for his guidance and blessings.

i asked him for wisdom, confidence and calmness.

THEN! when i got the papers,

it was totally shocking :D

most of the questions like 3/4 were on the topics i read,

many of them were my last-minute readings :O

i was indeed GRATEFUL :D

thank you lord.

tomoro is a day off.

but i sure need to hit the books real hard :(

haiz... 3 more days to go. den rest.

den here comes JPS trials.

BOOOOO. stress :/

but no matter what, HE will guide me.

OH!

did i mention i really DONT LIKE.. i repeat, DONT LIKE this f4 guy.

he's super annoying and he acts as if he is the boss.

please, when ppl smile to you doesn't mean they are okay with EVERYTHING YOU DO.

i just don't wanna make things hard for all sides,

so YOU better stop before the fire becomes worse.

ARGH!

LANC ppl.. why do they not understand -.-

lol! im not saying im right, im just saying he's being TOTALLY unreasonable.

blahblah gotta cherish this one hour of onlining! HAHA

xoxo, Jaslyn